ASHANTI'S POV.
My heart is in my throat as we walk along the familiar hallway that leads to Alpha Reagan's bedroom. This is a route I've taken over a thousand times and each time, I was either excuted or nervous, but never have I been scared like I am now. My urge to turn around and run away has peaked, but when I think about how easy it was for him to catch up withwhen I tried to run away this morning, I shake off the urge and focus on walking ahead. When we get to the room door, he holds it open and looks at me.
"Ladies first." There's a smile on his lips that I find very creepy. I swallow hard and step into the bedroom. Nostalgia hitshard. My eyes ogle around as though it's my first tstepping inside. Everything looks the sas it was the last tI was in here and I hate that I miss being in here. "I'm sure you miss it." Reagan reads my mind as he steps in front of me.
"Why did you bringhere?" My voice is tight with nervousness. My heart leaps out of my chest when he comes closer.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtGod, his smell.
My self restraint. It nearly flies out again, but I'm quick to grab it by its tip before I lose it again. I cannot afford to lose control in here.
I am angry with this man. He has hurt me. Disappointed me. Betrayed me. Fooled me. I am not aloud to feel anything nice for him. His presence should appal me.
"You keep trying to hide it, but the look in your eyes does nothing but sell you out. You miss me." I swallow hard again. "Baby..." His gruff voice calls as heleans in closer. Out breaths mix with each other and my brain is filled with only the scent of him. His face goes past mind and my knees buckle when I feel his lips brush against the nape of neck. A leaves a gentle kiss on it that nearly makesmoan.
I want to step away from this torturing closeness but my muscles are tool weak and my bones have dissolved. I have no energy left in me. My eyes shut close, a ragged breath leaves memy chest when his bring his hand to my face and gently caress it with his fingers.
"Reagan..." I croak, shaking my head in his hand. "Please stop. I don't want this." I beg and he looks atin awe. His eyes hovering all over my face.
"I don't believe your words." Another husky sound from his throat reverberates through my body. I shake my head and snuffle tears.
I know what he wants. And I don't want it.
I'm too upset. Too sad to do anything with him right now. His lips aip for mine but I turn my head away, dodging his kiss.
"I said no." I say firmly, staring up at him with blood red eyes. There's an amused look in his.
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏm"It's been a while Ash. And I miss you." He slicks his hand around my waist and tugscloser, my body crashes against the hills and valleys of his hard torso. My breath catches in my throat and I stare up him, scared out of my pants. "I want you." And he does because I can feel his hardness. His lips aim for mine again, this taround, capturing them before I can dodge. He kisseswith the sintensity I did a while back at the penthouse. I try to tear myself away from gus hold but he's just too strong and before I know it, I'm in his arms again and this taround, he's carryingto the bed.
"Reagan please stop. I don't want to do this."
"I want you." He sounds like a wild animal, about to devour its prey.
"No! Please stop!" My pleas fall on deaf ears. He rips my Clothes apart and pushesfurther onto the bed.
This is not happening. This is not happening! X